~Quek~

~R u sure u r sure u r sure u r sure.........SURE ~

2011-08-26T15:12:00.001+08:00

"无话不说，最后却无话可说…"

"夏天的棉袄，冬天的蒲扇，心冷后的殷勤。

多余？"

"我也不是非你不可。你也不是非我不可。

真是一场误会。"

~Football: Arsenal draw 1-1 in China friendly~

2011-07-17T16:09:00.001+08:00

YIWU, China: Arsenal needed a Carlos Vela strike to salvage a 1-1 draw against a determined Hangzhou Greentown on Saturday in a friendly against the Chinese Super League side.

Hangzhou Greentown's Sebastian Vasquez put the home side ahead in the seventh minute after some sustained early pressure on the Arsenal goal.

Vela equalised in first-half injury time to spare the Gunners' blushes and despite changing gears in the second half they were unable to come away with a win.

Arsenal are in China for the first time since a pre-season friendly match in Beijing in 1995.

On the second stop of their Asian tour, they were playing in Yiwu, 285 kilometres (180 miles) south of Shanghai, a market city best known for supplying Britain's high street budget stores -- known as "pound shops".

Arsenal manager Arsene Wenger admitted his side found the Chinese Super League team tougher than expected.

"I was surprised by the level of the Chinese team tonight," Wenger told reporters after the game.

Arsenal stepped up the attack after half-time but despite several efforts led by Theo Walcott was unable to pull ahead.

The Gunners have trained in Austria for every season since 2001, but are in Asia this year to expand the club's brand and fan base in the lucrative market.

Arsenal were returning to Europe on Saturday night after beating Malaysia XI 4-0 on Wednesday.

~Uruguay into Copa semis as Argentina ousted~

2011-07-17T16:08:00.001+08:00

BUENOS AIRES: Uruguay broke Argentina's hearts on Saturday, beating the hosts 5-4 on penalties to book a Copa America semi-final with Peru after Carlos Tevez missed the crucial kick.

Tevez, on as a late substitute, saw Uruguayan keeper Fernando Muslera save the third Argentinian spotkick as the albiceleste crashed out to extend a trophy drought going back to 1993.

"This was like a final. We played an Argentine side with a fantastic attack and had to scrap - but we have put out our biggest rivals," said Uruguay defender Diego Lugano, although Brazil, who meet Paraguay on Sunday, are another tough nut still alive.

Diego Perez had given Uruguay a fifth-minute lead but Gonzalo Higuain levelled 12 minutes later.

Thereafter, a gritty encounter failed to produce further breakthroughs, despite the additional half-hour, with both sides having a goal chalked off for offside and also ending the contest with ten men.

Perez was sent off on 38 minutes for a second yellow card and then Argentina lost skipper Javier Mascherano in the 86th minute for a bad tackle from behind on Luis Suarez.

Lionel Messi strove manfully to provide the creative spark to snatch a win against Diego Forlan's Uruguayans in a battle of two sides who have won the event a record 14 times each.

But the Barcelona man was frustrated throughout despite creating the Higuain goal.

And after Messi and Forlan had converted their kicks before Tevez fluffed his lines, Martin Caceres drove home the winning penalty as Uruguay moved into a semi-final against Peru, conquerors of Colombia.

Argentina thus themselves fell victim to the curse of the Elephants Graveyard, the nickname of Colon club's Santa Fe stadium, scene of many a domestic shock in the past.

~可能~

2010-05-24T12:11:00.005+08:00

"或许那不仅仅是心痛的感觉;

有点酸酸的，却又不止于一颗心跌进胃里被溶化的简单；

有点不知所措；有点失落。

然后，方向再也看不清楚。"

转身那一刻,已经在彼岸了，

不再在灯火阑珊处;

是灯火随势变弱，

还是心早已远飞？

~my fault~

2010-02-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

it's my fault, it's my mistake

I keep myself surrounded

with all these SINs.

Zoom zoom zoom,

focusing on them before the magnification.

My faults, my mistakes,

and of cause my stupidity.

Blame me, condemn me, and scold me.

After all, it's still my fault,

without questions and denial.

Wow... really tired eh. Physically and mentally... X_X

BMW Performance silencer system & Performance steering wheel.

2009-10-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

BMW Performance silencer system.

For a compelling sound and reduced back pressure.

A shot of adrenaline: the BMW Performance silencer system sets your pulse racing. The dual tailpipes made of chrome-plated stainless steel not only provide a sleek, athletic look; the modified exhaust channelling lowers back pressure, allowing the engine to unleash its full power. For breathtaking acceleration and deep, moving sounds across the entire rev range. Spine-tingling included.

BMW Performance steering wheel.

The controls for a true motorsport feeling.

The BMW Performance sport steering wheel would not look out of place in Formula One. And it is not merely its looks that remind you of a race car. Chief among its fascinating features is the integrated, three-section display, which lets you keep a constant eye on a multitude of relevant data such as maximum acceleration. Ideal for an out-of-the-ordinary driving experience.

~colorless~

2009-08-10T02:24:00.003+08:00

~Balanced~

2009-07-27T18:00:00.001+08:00

Ridiculous.

~Moving to a NEW sitE! quekquek12345.blogspot ^.^~

2009-04-08T13:19:00.001+08:00

as tittle said.

~random~

2009-04-06T20:51:00.003+08:00

andom

~私の恋人から~

2009-04-05T00:32:00.012+08:00

SupER
DEliCIOUS
COokIES~!

Sweetie! =p

Denden~ , 私はあなたを愛しています !!
幸せな ! !

~Heroes~

2009-04-04T00:13:00.002+08:00

" In every journey, the traveler must ask,
"was the right path taken?"
Many roads are long and winding...

Filled with those who have lost their way.

Some forge their own course,

guided by faith,

seeking not a location,

but a kindred soul.

Others step together,

finding safety in the arms of another.

A few remove themselves from the trail,

to avoid the path of temptation.

But those who watch the path too closely

fail to see where it led them

and they're often all too surprised

by their destinations."

~Her0~

2009-03-23T11:19:00.010+08:00

" The earth is large,
Large enough that you think you can hide from anything,
From fate, From God,
If only you found a place far enough away.

So you run,
To the edge of the earth,
Where all is safe again,
Quite and warm.

The solace of salt air,
The peace of danger left behind,
The luxury of grief.

And maybe for a moment,
You believe you have escaped. "

~BringitON~

2009-03-13T23:39:00.002+08:00

Is that all you have?!

~sAyonara ChickenPox~

2009-03-12T01:43:00.006+08:00

Yupz...
After one week of rejuvenating,
finally I can walk out under the hot sun again!!
What left now are only few scabs on my face and body,
and of coz... the immunity! Woho~ chickenPOx.. I m no longer afraid of U anymore~!

7 Days of quarantine made me almost bored to death!
and the addiction of gaming is back again! Thanks to ChickenPox.. yea.. it's its fault! no doubt!

First few days was really really suffering... :S
sobx sobx...
I really appreciate my clustermate efforts in buying food and refilling water for me. ^.^ and of coz.. caring from family and friends and my DENDEN, which keeps me "alive"..
muahahah

Aish... these days, things seems do not go right? (left right left right? @.@?)
opss.. I am not going to be emo again.. but.. it's due to exam pressure perhaps.
Plans always do not work out, and laziness prevails. I should be reading the lecture notes, but "unconsciously","intuitively", I am resorted to DOTA-ing. Aiyer. X.X

Aiyoyo.. loads of work yet to be done. =X Sienz... I just can't wait for the MAY holiday! Looking forward to trips.... ^.^ French village, Lang Tengah,PEnang, and more more more more more more.......... EAT PLAY EAT play Sleep...enjoy ~.~

Time to sleep... nitez... sweet dream... muacksssss.... zzZZzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

~CHICKEN poXXing~

2009-03-03T15:27:00.005+08:00

An antiviral medicine,classified under non standard drug,costs me $65.15.....

Got 7 days MC...

Hv to sit for make-up tests, which are believed to be even harder... sobx

Drinking coconut water now ^^ (mom's order)

~BreakingNEWS~

2009-03-02T19:47:00.002+08:00

BREAKING NEWS: NTU Student Stabbed Professor, commited suicide afterwards

http://boonming.wordpress.com/2009/03/02/ntu-student-stabbed-professor/

So when will I be the next,
who succumbs to stress?

~headACHE?~

2009-03-02T00:13:00.005+08:00

Headache? @.@ Lets perform some simple massage techniques, which are quite relaxing for me.. ^^

How to locate the headache pressure point. When the thumb and index finger are brought together, as when making a fist, the headache pressure point is located at the highest spot on the muscle bulge between the thumb and index finger.

Pressure points can be stimulated with finger pressure. Direct pressure to the headache point by pinching between the thumb and finger is one of the simplest and most effective methods. Press the point lightly, progressing slowly deeper until you feel a distending sensation around the point or a dull ache that spreads or travels outward from the point. Press and hold the point until pain subsides and you feel the muscles relax.

Another simple exercise:

This exercise can be done for 20-30 seconds each time throughout the day to prevent the ill effects of the slumped posture.
Roll your shoulders back and down by squeezing your shoulder blades together, rotate your hands outward, then pull your chin straight back as if you are trying to touch your chin to your neck. Do not bend the head forward.
To begin, stand in a position of good posture illustrated at the top of the page and breathe. Breathing should be relaxed and full using the diaphragm. When you breathe in - your belly should go out and when you breathe out - your belly should go in.

http://www.necksolutions.com/headache-pressure-point.html

YEAp~ I LOVE MAssage ^^

~occupied Mind~

2009-02-28T15:09:00.005+08:00

one day further from the last time I saw you,
you are one day closer to the next time you will see me.

~Mercy~

2009-02-26T15:20:00.005+08:00

唐僧:所以说做妖就象做人一样,要有仁慈的心,有了仁慈的心,就不再是妖,是人妖.

arghH!!!! Mid term ?! ....

No mercy ! No kindness!!

All I have is..... LAZINESS only!! x_x"

~It's the KEY~

2009-02-24T16:43:00.002+08:00

一把坚实的大锁挂在大门上，一根铁杆费了九牛二虎之力，还是无法将它撬开。钥匙来了，他瘦小的身子钻进锁孔，只轻轻一转，大锁就"啪"地一声打开了，铁杆奇怪地问："为什么我费了那么大力气也打不开，而你却轻而易举地就把它打开了呢？钥匙说："因为我最了解他的心。

本文来源于人生网 http://www.ren38.com/

~myLIFE~

2009-02-19T01:31:00.013+08:00

"err.. Do u wan to follow me? explore NUS...take some photos~~"

"erm.. okay..."

My friend, my coursemate as well, a vietnamese, was snapping around with his Canon D400 while I was simply shooting with my Sony 910i ... ^^

That's science faculty's building.

We climbed up the hill to the highest part...... "top of the NUS? " @.@

Yup, City of entertainment... -.-''

Yea, I was showing my "creativity".. ( stupidity, to be more exact.. ^^ )

~~.. under hot sun....

almost reaching my boiling point : S

btw.. having sore throat now....

tadaa........ My lab session.....
7 hours Lab... damn exhausting

^.^

It was a firedrill session in my hostel.

....

~breathing~

2009-02-17T22:26:00.002+08:00

人可以不呼吸吗？

只是因为习惯了呼吸，才不觉得它的存在。。

~Monday,16Feb2009~

2009-02-16T11:01:00.003+08:00

烈日，像一团烈火在大地燃烧，炎热的天气使人喘不过气来。

随口吃了两块老婆饼，就没胃口了。

再次被惰性克服，在网上无聊游荡。

时间流逝，又是上课的时候。

Ok Ok.... Enuff le.... Time to prepare.... ^^

~how bored?~

2009-02-10T21:16:00.012+08:00

Just some random SHOOTs~ ^.^

~^.^~

2009-02-08T23:42:00.006+08:00

啊~~~~~~

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i..... ...o .......s..... O........ g
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~人月两团圆~ ^^ ~ 元宵快乐~

~The Silhouette~

2009-02-08T04:36:00.002+08:00

Could you feel my soul?

~@.@~

2009-02-05T11:23:00.002+08:00

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01001001001000000110110001101111011101100110010100100000011110010110111101110101
0111001101101111001000000110110101110101011000110110100000100001
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011011010110100101110011011100110010000001111001011011110111010100100001

~Life~

2009-02-04T00:08:00.003+08:00

~overcome what seems unrealistic ~

~before you lose it and go ballistic ~

~hectic~

2009-02-01T02:36:00.002+08:00

~Lab manual~ ~MA1506~~MatHlaB~

Tutorial~ ~IT1005~ .~Lecture~ ~lab Report~
.
~practical~. ~CN1111~. ~Organic Chem~ ..~LSM1101~ .

...~EG1471~.. ~CM2121~ ~... ~AssignmENts~~..

BLA BLA BLA BLA~~ ^^

Busy like bugs,

Grasping for the very air..

Rushing hours,

packed schedule.......

yet..... feel so empty........

Wondering about you

Wondering what you do

I cant help but picture you with me.

~simplicity~

2009-01-31T02:11:00.002+08:00

我选择天真~

~Together~

2009-01-22T02:39:00.003+08:00

365 days may seem impossible

24 hours could be ridiculous

but

I desperately wish that

I could spend every minute, second with you...

~lolx~

2009-01-18T01:52:00.002+08:00

~Serendipity~

2009-01-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

The sparks are beautiful...

The chemistry is undeniable....

With the shinning of sweet serendipity...

indulge myself in arcane ecstasy...

~mysterious~

2009-01-14T12:37:00.002+08:00

What's that hidden
behind the frowning smile...

~小颠颠~

2009-01-11T00:47:00.002+08:00

无需千言万语
无需海誓山盟
只要记住你的笑容
全世界停留在那一瞬间

只要你感受到我的爱
在我心中
没有所谓的距离

日子在不同的空间流逝
想念在不同的时间来临
不管世事如何的变迁
我还是那么的挂念你

~朋友仔~

2009-01-03T18:43:00.009+08:00

Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows.

A friend is someone who walks inwhen the whole world has walked out.

A friend is someone who reaches out for your hand...and touches your heart.

Make new friends, But keep the old

One is sliver and the other gold !

Thanks 朋友仔 =) , for the moments...

Yumcha together, futsal together, basketball together, be sozai together,

GreenboX together, fAceboOK together, Drunk together @@, cRAp together....

shop together , jusco togEther ~.~............ muacks......... love u all!

New Year, new ResoLutions...

The waY i stepped into 2009,

seems to be better than how I counted down to 2008 eh? xD

hahah... few more days... then i hv to be back to NUS life~~ will try hard to be a NERD.... :S

=) ... TIme flies!~~..... GannBateh in STudies eh , frens....work HARDER!

~Den Den~

2009-01-01T05:45:00.002+08:00

A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my heart.

Staring at the moon,
Hope it will happen soon.

~Quek~

2008-12-31T01:03:00.002+08:00

=)

=)

=)

oOo

;)

................................................................................

=.=

xD~~

:'(

^_^

:_)

~soRry~

2008-12-29T03:07:00.004+08:00

Sorry for making you mad,
And everything he said...

Sorry for giving you sleepless nights,
time will pass and everything will be alright...

Sorry for being annoying,
but I just cant stop breathing...

~DisTAnce~

2008-12-27T09:32:00.003+08:00

Thousands miles apart,
doesnt affect it's art.

The further we are,
the more I miss you.
The further we are,
the more I need you.

Let it not to be an obstacle,
but a beautiful reminder of
how strong true love can be...

Life is so short,
just like an ice-cream
It's doesnt matter,
even if it's just a dream
within a dream...

~the irresistible force~

2008-12-14T18:26:00.005+08:00

Is it a science?
nope.. it's more complicated

Is it an Art?
nope.. it's even more abstract

slowly, unconsciously, helplessly,

gravitate towards u......

~怎么了？~

2008-12-13T02:01:00.003+08:00

从前的我是怎么了

过去的我会怎么了

现在的我又怎么了

怎么了怎么了

~a bit tired~

2008-12-07T12:16:00.001+08:00

headache.....

@@

got sunstroke ady...

ops ops............

nid more rests...........

and massages

~surprise~

2008-12-02T04:27:00.002+08:00

okok... at tis moment... 4.30 in the morning...
I am going to write a surprise down here....

surprise

我不入地狱，谁入地狱?

2008-11-25T17:48:00.002+08:00

我不入地狱，谁入地狱?

everybody wants to get Asssss

who is going to get 屎sssssssssss?

晤洗驚, 晤洗驚

万大事

都有我

垫尸低..

地狱不空,誓不成佛! ! ! !

~Romantic ways of killling~

2008-11-22T20:12:00.005+08:00

Monday : Econs, Maths

Tuesday : Material Science

Wednesday: Organic Chem

Thursday : Genes

Monday morning, I will bring Econs to a white sandy bEach. Lie her down, basking under the sUn of the beACh. While gentle wind keeps blowing towards us and sound of seawater splashing on the rocks could be heard, I will remove her sunglasses and kiss her cheek with poison on my lips. Then, followed by watever kisses... ( French kiss, butterfly kiss, lick kiss, vaccum kiss, etc) until... she finally succumbs to the poison.

Monday evening, I will invite Maths for a candlelight dinner. With steaks or watever pork chops served on the table, I will not forget my wine. A special wine mixed with watever poisons I can put. Yea, after getting her to drink and music being turned on, we will be having a tango session, or cha cha also can. Then, dance until the poison flows through her whole body's bloodstream.

Tuesday, I will bring Material Science to a very high mountain (ya.. very very very high one). Not to kick her at the edge of it, but enjoy the magnificient view, feel the nature. Owing to the low temperature, I will take off my jacket or watever clothes I got, then put them on her. Then I will embrace her, letting her to feel the warmth. With the low level of oxygen, I will hold her tightly, as tight as I can..... so so so tight.. until she couldn't breath.... until.... I see a purple face...

Wednesday, specially for Organic Chem. Hmm... I will invite her to my room. (Shy) My small but damn messy room. Of course, before she come, I have to clean up. Besides that, I will get thousands or millions of roses (different kind of color, JAPAN got purple rose jor), with sharp sharp thorns, which can hurt me onto my bed. When she knocks on my door, I will grab her, kiss her, then push her to the FLOWER BED. If necessary, I will make her swallow those roses.

Thursday, okay, the last one... GENES. I love her alot... but I think she don't love me... Nevermind. Quek said he don't care. I will meet her. Then I will start tickle her! Tickle tickle,

until she starts jumping. Then continue to tickle tickle , until she couldnt close her mouth.. . After that, tickle more rigorously, until she rofl, laugh her ass off and finally laugh till die.

~Hmm... R u jealousing? After them, will be your turn ;) wait patiently. ~

~Do I look as If I care?~

2008-11-22T12:59:00.003+08:00

Do I look as if I care ~?

I don't care~ I don't care~

Do I look as if I care ~?

I don't give a damn ~!

I don't give a damn ~~ I don't give a damn ~~

Do I look as if I care~?

I don't give a DAMN ............

Nah!

孩子气 vs 执着

2008-11-19T13:21:00.002+08:00

u're just too childish.........

~pity him~

2008-11-17T19:26:00.006+08:00

He started to hate...

He hates exams

He hates maths

He hates chemistry

He hates recessions

He hates hatred

He hates love

He hates loneliness

He hates suffering

He hates stupid people

He hates stubborn people

He hates beans

He hates nuts

He hates aliens

He hates ducks

He hates onions

He hates libra ry.

He hates sagis

He hates pis

He hates ugly people

He hates you

He hates lengzai

He hates me

He hates sozai

He hates him

He hates roses

He hates her

He hates us

He hates them

He hates everything

but.... mostly,

He hates himself..........

(aiyoyo ... pity him ;-( .... lolx ..okok will ask him gth later.... )

~爱恨交错~

2008-11-17T17:17:00.000+08:00

~如果有一天我说我很幸福,那我一定是在骗你的.因为没有你的日子,对于我来说都是痛苦的遭遇...~

~如果有一天我说我很快乐,那请你一定要相信.因为跟你在一起的日子,对于我来说都是过眼云烟...~

~read read.. if u hv time~

2008-11-16T15:50:00.002+08:00

http://www.duwenzhang.com/wenzhang/shenghuosuibi/shenghuoganwu/20080604/8498.html

如果你爱的人放弃了你，请不要伤心.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属於你的，
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的，
人生中有许多种爱，但别让爱成为一种伤害。

有些缘分是注定要失去的，
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的，
爱一个人不一定要拥有，
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去珍惜。
男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了；
女人哭了，是因为她真的放弃了。

如果真诚是一种伤害，我选择谎言；
如果谎言是一种伤害，我选则沉默；
如果沉默是一种伤害，我选择离开。

如果失去是苦你怕不怕付出
如果迷乱是苦你会不会选择结束
如果追求是苦你会不会选择执迷不悟
如果分离是苦你要向谁倾诉，
好多事情都是后来才看清楚，
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦，
然而我已经找不到来时的路。

有一种爱,明明是深爱,却说不出来.
有一种爱,明明想放弃,却无法放弃.
有一种爱,明知是煎熬,却又躱不开.
有一种爱,明知无前路.心却早已收不回来.

决定放弃你的那一刻我哭了，
我的眼泪证明了我是真的很爱你。
我们永远都不要提分手好吗？
爱你不是游戏，爱你是真心的。

忘记你我做不到,
不管我们的解决是否完美，
勾勾手指，说好不再分手。

什么是勇气？
是哭着要你爱我，还是哭着让你离开。
男人的自信来自一个女人对他的崇拜:
女人的高傲来自一个男人对她的倾慕。

永远不要栽培你爱的男人，
你把他栽培的太好，结果只有两个：
他从此看不起你或他给人偷了。

追求一个人的手法不需要太聪明，
但离开的手法必须聪明绝顶！
为什么我们总是不懂得珍惜眼前人？
在未可预知的重逢里，
我们以为总会重逢，总会有缘再会，
总以为有机会说一声对不起，
却从没想过每一次挥手道别，
都可能是诀别，
一声叹息，
都可能是人间最后的一声叹息。

也许爱情只是因为寂寞，
需要找一个人来爱，
即使很多人不需要再见，因为只是路过而已。
遗忘就是我们给彼此最好的纪念。

我不知道一个人的一生可以有多少个十年可以给另一个人。
爱可以是一瞬间的事情，也可以是一辈子的事情。
每个人都可以在不同的时间爱上不同的人。
不是谁离开了谁就无法生活，遗忘让我们坚强。
人这样的生物，仔细一看，原来是伤痕累累的。
是否被爱，每个人有不同的感受.
重寻旧梦的代价往往是我们付不起的。

人世间的幸福，总会令人好看一点。
因为微笑，我才了解爱。
身上一切，看似不经意，却是我苦心经营，希望你快乐。
你说：不如送我一双雨鞋。
不如，你送我一场春雨。
那么即使我流泪，在雨中，也不容易被你看到。没有任何结局。

世事其实都是在它适当的时候降临，
只是我们没有适当的心情去迎接它。
因为爱他，所以离开他,我喜欢这句话。

有些感情如此直接和残酷,
容不下任何迂回曲折的温暖。
带着温暖的心情离开，要比苍白的真相要好，
纯粹的东西死的太快了。

感情被懂得是一种幸福，
等待着被懂得是一种孤独~~

~其实~

2008-11-16T15:27:00.008+08:00

http://blog.readnovel.com/article/htm/tid_770748.html

其实，其实很多男孩都不知道

　　其实很多男孩都不知道，女孩在冲他们发火后自己却转过身不断啜泣。
　　其实很多男孩都不知道，女孩从来不会真正生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。
　　其实很多男孩都不知道，女孩只会对她自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。
　　你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，她是怕你做错事情。
　　你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火，不会冲你撒娇，不会让你哄她——因为在别人面前她都是淑女。
　　你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，即使让她生气也不会超过2天！
　　而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她……
　　于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她……
　　于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她……
　　于是，你们总莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福……
　　要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美~
　　因为她喜欢你，所以才偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。
　　因为她喜欢你，所以才会生你的气；
　　而又是因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气那么久。
　　你可知道，每个女孩的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，很容易就碰伤摔碎。
　　你可知道，每个女孩都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害！
　　她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得让她哭的那个人根本舍不得让她哭……
　　她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着“你走开”，心里却一直叫你留下。
　　请竖起你的耳朵，也请打开你的心，去听她内心真正的呼唤吧，而不是她嘴里的口是心非！
　　她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身；当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，那是滂沱在心里的泪~
　　如果你喜欢她，请多陪陪她；如果你喜欢她，请多宠宠她；如果你喜欢她，请多让让她……
　　如果你真的喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是一种呐喊！请你张开臂膀拥抱她！
　　在爱情世界里，你们总是彼此伤害着，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈，爱到轰轰烈烈！
　　可是，爱情没有孰对孰错，更没有你比我多我比你少的概念。
　　你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够，不要试图让彼此受伤，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。
　　你们彼此相爱需要的是温暖、是幸福、是甜蜜、是快乐，而不是伤害。
　　不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就漠然离去。
　　要知道，当你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光……
　　越是安静，战火就越传，这是冷战，也是彼此的伤害。无论以后怎么的复合，那些伤口是曾经存在的，是你怎么也抹不去的……
　　请给她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。
　　她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠、转身的无声安静。
　　请记住，相爱的人不要宣战，因为带来的伤害超出你的预计。
　　也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。
　　那么她所有的小性子、所有的坏脾气、所有的臭毛病在你眼里都是撒娇。
　　也请记住，她喜欢你，需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她真心话。
　　她只是想你宠她，想你抱她……
　　哪怕，没有道歉……

其实，其实很多女孩也不知道

　　其实很多女孩都不知道，虽然很长时间没见面，但你会发现他手机里保存的可全都是你发给他的昧暖短信……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他故意要你唱歌给他听，实际是喜欢你在和他温柔的争执表现出来的可爱脾气……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，虽然他嘴上说不在乎你跟别的男孩交往，可每当有陌生男人和你接触时，他总会偷偷地将眉毛紧锁，那是因为他在乎你……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他并不怕你生气，只是怕你生了气、发过脾气后依然不理他，男孩的感情也同样细腻易碎啊……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，每天他脑子里装的全是你，就连走路都不小心摔了个跟头，当他起来拍拍身上的灰尘，嘴角也会依然挂着微笑，那是因为他在惦记着你……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，有些话只说一遍就够了，因为你已经了解他，说多了，他会觉得不珍贵的……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他去机场接你不会像你期望中的那样——捧着玫瑰大声叫“亲爱的”，他只是自然地接过你的行李，然后用眼睛抱紧你似的心疼说：“哎，怎么搞的，怎么瘦得像豆芽菜了？”
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，当你发脾气时，他却只会不做声地等你把火发完，最后慢慢说：“你明天有课，早点睡吧……”
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他总是叫你小姑娘，可是每次做什么重大决定前，他却总想先听听你的建议……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他不喜欢玩具小毛熊，但却一直把你送给他的小熊放在床头……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他很想很想你时，也会买玫瑰送你，然后傻傻地等你，却不知道自己捧的是月季；不过没关系，在他的心里——送的依然是玫瑰……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，即便他嘴巴不甜，但他的吻却可以传递他所有对你的热情……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，当你柔声细语对他讲很“酸”的话时，他反而会装得很正经，不过心里很甜很甜……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，如果不能经常见到你，他会让自己忙碌起来，为的是不去想你，因为他知道一想你将一发不可收拾……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他会把你的相片放在他钱包里，这样就可以时刻陪伴着你……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，公车上他喜欢和你在一起拥挤，那是因为他喜欢听你近距离的呼吸……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，如果他在吃饭的时候目光呆滞，那是因为对面没有了你，他嘴里的饭是没有滋味滴……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他会省下吃饭的钱，打个电话给远方的你……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他会把别的女孩写给他的情书偷偷藏起，因为他的心里只有你……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，自从认识你以来，他每天的生活都会很积极，因为他希望自己爱的女孩看到的是阳光的自己……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他会数着星星找你的星座，因为你勾起了他漫漫的思绪……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他不会轻易把自己脆弱一面展现给你，虽然他还不能给予你什么，但他会尽最大努力来保护你……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他也会在他最最无助的时候想起你，当然，不是想要你帮他什么，只是希望你不要担心他……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，虽然他很少当面赞美你，可是在他心里你肯定是他最棒的……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他会默默地记住你在不经意时说过的一些话，并在某时某刻不断地在心里重复它们……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他从不会轻易地在你面前做出承诺，因为他想让自己成为你心中说话最算话的男子汉，只想给你最可靠最安全的幸福……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，他总告诉你不要胡思乱想，实际他已为你谋划出最美丽的未来，让你无忧无虑地等待他要给你的惊喜……
　　其实很多女孩都不知道，也许他不像你那样能够清楚地记得某些纪念日，因为他觉得爱你应该是每时每刻的，而不是靠这几天简单的日子……

　　女孩们，男孩是不会轻易哭泣的，只有面对你最爱的人时，才会变得如此脆弱；
　　女孩们，男孩是不会轻易哭泣的，只有在太爱她的时候，才会放下男人的自尊。
　　女孩们，如果有个男孩正为你哭泣，那么请你拉住他的手，也许他真的可以陪你走完一生；
　　女孩们，如果有个男孩正为你哭泣，那么请不要放弃他，也许你的一个选择会毁掉一个人！

　　他真是那个不在乎你过去的男孩；
　　他真是那个每天风雨无阻接你上下班的男孩；
　　他真是每天晚上在床上和你一起数星星的那个男孩；
　　他真是愿意为你付出一切的那个男孩；
　　他真是心疼你做饭，自己偷偷学做饭，让你感到惊喜的那个男孩；
　　他真是不向你隐瞒他以前过去往事的那个男孩；
　　他真是当你受委屈最想见到的那个男孩；
　　他真是不求回报，只想为你默默付出的那个男孩；
　　他真是爱你但不溺爱你，宠你但不惯你的那个男孩；
　　他真是能给你自由，给你足够安全感的那个男孩；
　　他真是当你开心时陪你开心，不开心时哄你开心的那个男孩；
　　他真是当你失去才后悔没去珍惜的那个男孩；
　　他真是拥有他的时候没觉得他好，失去他的时候才想他种种好处的那个男孩；
　　他真是每当他应酬的时候能让你放心的那个男孩；
　　他真是每天拼命赚钱让你过的更好的那个男孩；
　　他真是那个有什么好东西都留给你，愿意为你无偿奉献的那个男孩！

　　所以，女孩们，将心比心，请放下你们高傲的姿态，不要冷漠的拒绝男孩，这样做会深深地伤害他，那个叫做幸福的东西也会在这一刻悄然走远……

~讲讲下~

2008-11-13T00:35:00.002+08:00

讲也讲酱多了
写也写不少了

是时候
用行动来证明。。！！

I CAN DO IT!!!!

~smile Quek, SMile~

2008-11-11T02:27:00.003+08:00

http://d21c.com/terri1/flash/smile.swf

What would u do ?

2008-11-09T23:31:00.002+08:00

What would u do If u knew u would die tomolo?

And if tomolo never comes,

would u hold my hand tonite?

~quEk~

2008-11-09T00:51:00.007+08:00

Quek could understand.

Quek don't mind.

Quek knows.

Quek will move on.

Quek have to move on.

Quek is okay.

Quek still can jump.

Quek will treasure everyday.

~Exam Period~

2008-11-08T18:02:00.004+08:00

Okay,
Since exams are approaching towards
most of us....

Besides wishing u all gooD lUCK & all The best!!~!~!,
just to give u all a gentle reminder,
" Don't gET too StressED up!"
He is stRessed till Sot jor....
(wailoo is a good example)

Hmm.. TAke a break....
eat a KIT-KAT
listen to music........
do some exercises.....
but.. donT smoke!!( unless u cant resist it @@)

Relax~~ XD

IF U DON HAVE TIME TO TAKE A BREAK .....
THEN IT'S THE TIME FOR U TO BREAKKKKKKK NOW!!!

~GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST AGAIN....!! ~

~qUek~

2008-11-08T02:49:00.003+08:00

~strawberry~

2008-11-08T02:38:00.001+08:00

yea

yea

yea

yea

yea

yea

ye

it's strawberry........

puff puff........

~DO u love MEeee?? or MEehuN?~

2008-11-06T22:29:00.004+08:00

Do u love me?
"Yes I do"

This perfect answer,
that I craved for so long...
But now,
I doubt it will still appear in my dream again.

Do you love me?
"I dunno, or it's just a LIKE"

Well,
I appreciate that kind of tactful way...
Avoiding direct stabbing through my heart..
Could prevent excessive internal bleeding i guess.

Do you love me?
"No, please dont be so perasan.."

Wow,
This is cool enough =p
"cut the Gordian knot"
they said...

(apa perasan ni? don love mee then eat meehun lor....if u wan.... kuayteow oso can.....laoshufen is not bad too ~~~)

Do u love me?

~goodbye, my love~

2008-11-03T13:37:00.002+08:00

Goodbye , my love

A life we lived
A love we had together
Good times
Bad times
Boring times
Exciting times

Yes....
I have deleted it...
and subsequently....
emptied the recycle bin...

Once again...
Goodbye my love....
"warcraft III"

I am convinced....
I will meet u again......
someday, somewhere...
to.... prepetuate our love....

~Quek~

2008-11-03T01:25:00.001+08:00

Wei Wei
Quek

Wei

U R

So

Free EH??

HaAHa...

THanks For

Visting again..

I am bored.. :(

Muacks.. mUACK

~脆弱的时候~

2008-10-29T22:43:00.002+08:00

脆弱的时候

好难受好无助
好无力好空虚

真想找个肩膀倚靠
真想找个朋友陪陪

复杂的lecture notes不想读
烦人的tutorials 不想做

唉。。。

想拨你电话，又怕你嫌烦
想nudge你msn，又怕你很忙

哎哟哎哟。。。。

只好发泄于dota....
欺负一些 noobs....

哈哈。。。独自在房大展歌喉。。。也不错。。。

脆弱的时间。。。快快过去就好。。。

Cheers!! =D

男人25岁前的忠告

2008-10-29T11:48:00.001+08:00

虽然不是原创，但值得拿出来与大家分享。希望男士们一起共勉！

1. 男人是社会的主体，不管你信或不信。所以男人应该有种责任感。　　

2. 25岁之前，请记得，爱情通常是假的，或者不是你所想象的那样纯洁和永远。如果你过了25岁，那么你应该懂得这个道理。　　

3. 吃饭7成饱最舒服。对待女友最多也请你保持在7成。　　

4. 30岁之前请爱惜自己的身体，前30年你找病，后30年病找你。如果你过了30岁，你自然也会懂得这个道理。　　

5. 事业远比爱情重要。如果说事业都不能永恒，那么爱情只能算是昙花一现。　　

6. 不要轻易接受追求你的女孩。女追男隔层纱。如果你很容易就陷进去，你会发现你会错过很多东西，失去很多东西。　　

7. 请你相信，能用钱解决的问题，都不是问题。如果你认为钱索王道，有钱有女人，没钱没女人，那么。女人不是问题。　　

8 . 请永远积极向上。每个男人都有他可爱的地方，但是不可爱的地方只有不积极面对生活。　　

9. 不要连续2次让同一个女人伤害。好马不吃回头草，是有他道理的。如果认真考虑过该分手，那么请不要做任何舍不得的行动。　　

10. 如果你和你前女友能做朋友，那么你要问自己：为什么？如果分手后还是朋友，那么只有2个可能:。你们当初都只是玩玩而已，没付出彼此最真的感情。或者：必定有个人是在默默的付出无怨无悔！　　

11. 永远不要太相信女人在恋爱时的甜言蜜语。都说女人爱听甜言蜜语，其实，男人更喜欢。　　

12. 请不要为自己的相貌或者身高过分担心和自卑。人是动物，但是区别于动物。先天条件并不是阻挡你好好生活的借口。人的心灵远胜于相貌，请相信这点。如果有人以相貌取人，那么你也没必要太在意。因为他从某种意义来讲，只是只动物。你会跟动物怄气吗？　　

13. 失恋时，只有2种可能，要么你爱她她不爱你，或者相反。那么，当你爱的人不再爱你，或者从来没爱过你时。你没有遗憾，因为你失去的只是一个不爱你的人。　　

14. 请不要欺骗善良的女孩。这个世界上，善良的女孩太少。　　

15. 不能偏激的认为金钱万能，至少，金钱治不好艾滋病。　　

16. 请一定要有自信。你就是一道风景，没必要在别人风景里面仰视。　　

17. 受到再大的打击，只要生命还在，请相信每天的太阳都是新的。　　

18. 爱情永远不可能是天平。你想在爱情里幸福就要舍得伤心。　　

19. 如果你喜欢一个认为别人应该对她好的mm，请尽早放弃。没有人是应该对一个人好的。如果她不明白这个道理，也就是她根本不懂得珍惜。　　

20. 不要因为寂寞而找gf，寂寞男人请要学会品味寂寞。请记住：即使寂寞，远方黑暗的夜空下，一定有人和你一样，寂寞的人不同，仰望的星空却是唯一。　　

21. 任何事没有永远。也别问怎样才能永远。生活有很多无奈。请尽量充实自己，充实生活。请善待生活。　　

end。

男人有很多无奈，生活很累但是因为生活才有意义。当你以为你一无所有时，你至少还有时间，时间能抚平一切创伤。所以请不要流泪。。。。。

========= 男人30岁以前必须做的事情 =========

1、事业永远第一　　虽然金钱不是万能的,但没有钱是万万不能的,虽然这句话很俗,但绝对有道理,所以30岁之前,请把你大部分精力放在你的事业上.

2、别把钱看得太重　　不要抱怨自己现在工资低,银行存款4位数以下,看不到前途,现在要做的就是努力学习,即使你文凭再高,怎么把理论运用到实践还是需要一个很长的锻炼过程,社会永远是一所最博大的大学,它让你学到的知识远比你在学校学到的重要得多,所以同样,你也别太介意学历低.30岁之前靠自己能力买车买房的人还是极少.

3、学会体谅父母　　别嫌他们唠叨,等你为人父了你就知道可怜天下父母心,在他们眼里你还是个孩子,但他们真的老了,现在得你哄他们开心了,也许只要你的一个电话,一点小礼物,就可以让他们安心,很容易做到.

4,交上好朋友　　朋友对你一生都影响重大,不要去结识太多酒肉朋友,至少得有一个能在关键时刻帮助你的朋友,如果遇到这么一个人,就好好把握,日后必定有用,不管他现在是富还是穷. 　　

5,别太相信爱情　　心中要有爱,但请别说也别相信那些琼瑶阿姨小说里面的山盟海誓,世上本无永恒,重要的是责任,但女人心海底针,心变了,一切都成枉然,你要做的就是该出手时就出手,该放手时别犹豫.30岁之前的爱情不是假的,但只是大多数人都没有能真正把握好的能力,所以学会量力而行. 　　

6,别担心至今还保留初吻　　爱情不在多而在精,别以为自己20多岁还没碰过女孩子就害怕自己永远找不到老婆.以后你会有很多机会认识女孩子,要知道这个社会虽然男人多于女人,但现实是女人其实比男人更担心这个问题.男人30一枝花,你在升值而不是贬值,成熟的爱情往往更美丽更长久,所以不要像疯狗一样看到女孩就想追,学会品味寂寞. 　　

7,不要沉迷于任何东西　　所谓玩物而丧志,网络游戏是你在出校门之前玩的,你现在没有多余的时间和精力花费到这上面,否则你透支的东西以后都得偿还.一个人要有兴趣,爱好,但请分清楚轻重. 　　

8,年轻没有失败　　不要遇到挫折就灰心,年轻人要时刻保持积极向上的态度.失败了,重来过;失去了，再争取别的。错过了，要分析，下次来,要把握；幼稚了，下次，成熟点。不要紧，会好的，哪怕到了极点，也不要放弃，相信一定可以挺过去。不要消极，会好的。曾经的错，过去了，总不能回味在过去。现在的，很好，累完了，很舒服。不要伤，总会有人在支撑你。　　

9,不要轻易崇拜或者鄙视一个人　　人都有偶像,但请拥有你自己的个性.不要刻意去模仿一个人,因为你就是你,是唯一的,独一无二的,要有自信.也不要全盘否定一个人,每个人是有价值的,如果你不能理解他,也请学会接受. 　　

10,要有责任心. 　　不管你曾经怎样,但请从现在开始做一个正直的人.男人要有责任心,无论是工作还是生活上,一个有责任心的人才能让别人有安全感,才能让别人觉得你是一个值得信赖的人.我们不要懦弱,但请不要伤害爱你的人和你爱的人,尤其是善良的女孩,因为这个世界善良的女孩不多了,即使不想拥有,但也请让她保持她美丽的心. 　　

11,男人的外貌并不重要. 　　不要为自己的长相身高而过分担心,一个心地善良,为人正直的男人远比那些空有英俊相貌,挺拔身材但内心龌龊的男人要帅得多.如果有人以貌取人,请不要太在意,因为你不用去为一个低级趣味的人而难过. 　　

12,学会保护身体　　不要以为现在抽烟喝酒,熬夜通宵也没什么事.那是因为你的身体正处于你一生的黄金时段.30岁以后你就能明白力不从心这个词的意义了,身体是革命的本钱,没有好的身体什么也做不了,所以要尽量让自己过有规律的健康生活. 　　

13,别觉得一事无成. 　　你现在还没有资格谈成功,当然如果你有千万资产的除外.一开始太固定的职业并不一定是好事,或许在不断的改行当中,你会学到更丰富的知识,而且可以挖掘出自己的潜能,找到最适合你的工作. 　　

14,请认真工作　　即使你现在的工作再怎么无聊再怎么低级,也请你认真去对待,要知道任何成功人士都是从最小的事做起,或许你现在学不到多么了不起的知识,但起码你要学会良好的工作态度和工作方法,这对以后很重要. 　　

15,请认真对待感情. 　　不要羡慕那些换女人像换鞋一样的花花公子,逢场作戏的爱情只是让你浪费时间浪费精力,一个人最痛苦的不是找不到爱人,而是心中没有了爱,当你把我爱你3个字变成你最容易说的一句话时,那么你在爱情的世界里已经很难找到真正的幸福了.爱情没有公平,总有一个人比对方付出得多,即使没有结果,也别觉得不值,因为你的付出不光是为了她,也是为了你自己的爱,为爱付出是很可贵的,赞自己一下. 　　

16.请留一点童心　　在内心深处,哪怕只是一个很小的角落里,请保持一份童心,不是幼稚,但有的时候单纯一点会让你很快乐.所以不要太计较得失,生活本无完美.

Socrates' Lesson

2008-10-29T11:47:00.000+08:00

One sunny autumn afternoon, ancient Greece.

Plato asked his mentor Socrates, "teacher, could you tell me what is love?"

Socrates pointed at the wheat field in front of them, full of wheat that were ripe, beautifully golden and standing tall. "Plato, why dont you go into the field and bring me the best crop in the field, but remember, you can only walk through the field once, so you can't turn around, neither can you change the crop you selected. just one walk, one crop, one chance."

So went Plato into the field. He keep seeing good, strong and tall crop. However, whenever he wants to pick the crop, he always thinks "there'll better one further up ahead." so he kept walking. but before he could make a choice, he came to the edge of the field, without a crop in his hand.

Then he went back to his mentor, with nothing. His teacher asked him why is there nothing, and Plato said "when there's a good looking crop, i wanted to take it, but again, i thought there will be better ones ahead. so i went on, and before i could choose anything, i've came to the end of the field, i couldnt go back, and so i didnt get anything.

Socrates just smiled at him and said "this, my boy, is love."

So Plato asked again, " then teacher, what is marriage?"

Socrates said" oh well, why dont you go into the field again? same rules, bring me the best crop you see."

This time Plato came best very soon, with a crop in his hand, but it was not fantastic looking, rather, it was just a normal crop. So Socrates asked him why.

"This time i dont want to repeat the mistake i've made last time around. so i just selected the first good looking crop i saw."

Socrates smiled again, and said"now you know what is marriage."

~Quek~

2008-10-27T15:00:00.002+08:00

本来无一物，何处惹尘埃

本来皆空，何必执著。

~ Quek ~

2008-10-27T13:10:00.001+08:00

~abbreviation~

2008-10-23T11:41:00.002+08:00

Abbreviation... i hate u.... :(

MeOH... MeOH .. wtf is that... Meh oh. ~ .... aish... stupid question...

:_( or am I suppose to be equiped with all those abbreviations....?

A compound with chemical formula CH3OH (often abbreviated MeOH)

aish... METHaNOL!!!!!! .... just because of a MeOH.... I lost almost 20 marks...

Not that I dunno how to proceed the reaction... but I dunno wtf is it......

Sob..sOB...

suan le suan le....
wonder whether i have given up or tend to be more optimistic...
exam only mar.... no big deal... ^.^

~Blr Bur de Qek Quk~

2008-10-22T01:58:00.002+08:00

trehe r poelpe wh mkae tighns 2 hpaepn,

tehre r ppl who wiat things 2 hpapen,

& terhe r poelpe wo wnoedr wat hpaepn...

Yup.... I m in the 3rd caogetry... Blur Qeuk... Bulr.... @@

~GameTheory?~

2008-10-17T12:03:00.003+08:00

I am always desperate in getting the answer.
Day after day,
I finally realise that there is no such answer,
neither a solution.

Life is just a game,
Have fun, good luck,
and enjoy ourselves in the game.

Once I thought I knew what I was doing.
But missed the most important rule,
One should never predict the outcome.
Even if you could forsee it,
you shound'nt take it for granted.

Sometimes I doubt,
am I playing the game?
or the game is playing me.

I could never win her
Because she is playing with a fool.

Are there no winners?
or it's just for losers? =)

[Someone claims that "engin's students are not romantic at all (not 体贴)lolx.... no market price? issit true?? ">.< ]

~Mid Term ResulTS~

2008-10-15T18:49:00.003+08:00

Okok... Let's summarise the results I have :_(

I am taking 5 modules this sem.

Among them,
2 modules, I got the marks below the average,
1 module, I got just above the average,
another 2, still can be considered ok.

Aish.... Not easy Not easy :(

Have to work harder in preparing for final jor~~
Perhaps, should change my style of study... >.<

ops....

wtf?? Not again...

haha.. no worries... it's just the spread smog to get rid of MOSquitoes..
Yea.. I heard there are some "dengue" cases wor~~..
But..weird.. I never met a mosquito in my room b4 :P .. that should be a BLESSING!!
haha

~ o.O ~

2008-10-13T00:28:00.002+08:00

Without any concrete reason
to explain the crimson

Fluctuating emotions
derived from your lovely actions

Need not to be rational
as long as it's not criminal

Hold you tightly within my soul
Miss you crazily without control

Feeling the heat of your passion
takes me to another dimension

" Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired. "

~想念你的感觉~

2008-10-11T02:55:00.003+08:00

想念你的感觉，真复杂
思念你的滋味，太难言

每当心绪稍有宁静的时候，便会有一种感觉在脑海里悄然升腾，

手机总是拿在手里，明明没有忘记你的号码, 一遍又一遍地拨着那几个熟悉的数字, 却始终没有勇气拨出去;

当电话响起时,总是会心慌意乱, 看见来电显示时,却是沉沉地失落.

总是呆坐在电脑前,对着屏幕发呆; 脑海里却想着,此时此刻的你,在哪里?在干什么? 在上课吗?是不是也感应到了这份思念? 是不是也会因有灵犀而会心神不安?

整日总是心不在焉,脑海里全是你的一言一笑,明知道你根本不在身边,却还会情不自禁叫出你的名字.

晚上睡在床上对着天花板,看到的全是你的样子,等着你的信息,等着你的电话, 独自品尝着这份孤独

“ 思念的滋味,就像喝了一杯冰冷的水,然后用很长很长的时间,一颗一颗流成热泪 ”

每一刻都想听见你温柔的声音，但却害怕带来反感

开电脑，守望 msn 上你的出现是思念的体现；一个电话，一个信息，是思念的倾诉；一声“你好”，一声“再见”，是思念的告白。

"思念是甜美的，那是因为你思念的人也在思念着你，思念是酸楚的，那是因为你的思念中的确存在着很远的距离。"

"思念是如此的让人心醉，又是如此的让人心痛！"

~Pulau Ubin~

2008-10-01T22:25:00.008+08:00

Haha... It was a great outing... =P

Invited by Soon Ngen, an "old" "msn" fren, who I met him for the very first time on that day .. haha...

Going out with a group of nice and friendly people (freshly new for me.)

Pulau Ubin is quite a nice place. Cycling whole day made my butt painful.

~Soon Ngen and I~

~I was a volleyball player!! during my primary school times.. :P ~

~Hua Hua...... Hua...... hai you ma yi la.. =) ~~ long long time din cycle ady... ~

~ Quek ~

2008-09-30T20:47:00.003+08:00

Hmm... I just finished few tests recently. They was all badly done, seriously, trust me, T.T .
Aish... my uni life is really stressful. (dunno why they said uni life = most enjoyable!! ) Why can't I feel it! (or hvnt felt yet :p ?@@)

High speed flying, yes! time flies... haha... my birthday again lo.. this year... it's a bit different =)
and Thanks.. for my BELOVED frens.. who wished me, making me so "rich". (touched, sob sob)
how would it be my next birthday? haha..... muackkkkks!!

yeap... tomorrow is RAYA day!!... SELAMAT hari raya.. for all MUSLIMS!! especially those polices who got my BRIBE!! Hope u can buy xtra RAMLI burgers for ur RUMAH TERBUKA!!
spend wisely... my hard-earned rm50!! (or my parents') ;)

~~MUACKS MUACKSSSSSSSS!!!! miss u so much!!~~

~Happy birthday ~

2008-09-30T20:35:00.003+08:00

QueK! Happy bIrthday!!..

Big BIg son liow lor~~... doN't be naughty!! Muacksssssssss!

~别傻了~

2008-08-30T20:20:00.002+08:00

等待

总是一个人等待着黑夜的来临

在黑夜的国度里寻找慰藉

慢慢地品尝着忧郁的孤独

期待

总是期待着不实际的事情

相信会有奇迹的出现

不停地留意着妳的一举一动

爱情

这东西真的让人捉摸不定

这刹那感觉温馨甜蜜

那刹那心情却跌入谷底

如此的迷茫

真的希望能得到妳的肯定

一份肯定

至少能阻止我无谓的奢想

“ 如果说你是我眼中的一滴泪，我就算是流尽我的血，放逐我的灵魂也不会哭！因为我怕失去你，不要你从我的眼中流失！不该有的温柔，该死的温柔，让我不能忘掉曾经，我就是有多少的借口也无法去与你相拥。”

知爱你已徒然

默默的支持妳也是一种幸福

含笑饮毒酒

已是一种习惯

幸福快乐！

~29-08-08 an exhausting day~

2008-08-29T21:34:00.005+08:00

Forcing myself to Wake up at 7.30am, just to reach the lab earlier. Yea! This early morning I had a practicle. (Had to do it alone de... :( it was interesting anyway :P ) Felt great while wearing the BIG glasses and plain white coat, seemed professional? ahahah ( sorry la.. my first time ma... >.<)

Aish... the 3 hours lab session was indeed tedious. One night before this, I watched the experiment prosedure video until 1 something.. aa... trying to memorise all the steps.

Sadly, my experiment result deviated from the theoretical one.. :( die lo die lo... sob..

aish... after that.. I rushed back to my hostel... and had a quick lunch there...

Then, I had to rush for lecture ady... There was two continuous lecture, 2pm-6pm. Argh..... chasing time.

And Shit!! I slept in the damn COMFORTABLE lecture hall. Die again... haha... Yes!!.. I slept during the both lectures. I was really exhausted, mentally and physically... Ya,forgot to mention. One night before this, I went to Karate Class, quite tiring.

Aish.. sleep sleep sleep... Couldn't follow the lecturer at all... :( This weekend have to do self-study jor..

After 6pm, I took a bus to Uni SIM. Yea ! University Singapore Institute of Management (SIM).

Because my cousin is studying there. Got a little casual dinner. FREE BUFFET!!

ahahah... The food was really delicious! I was like a hungry wolf, but had to eat gently (at least pretend to). ahHAAH

AHAHAH !! and Lastly.... WHO wan to watch AVRIL who is so sO SO sexy that kena banned by our lovely malaysia government! :P .. COme over to SINGAPORE... perhaps.. I can help u to BUY TickeTs =p. Don't worry.. I am sure that singapore government won't ban this little "sexy" girl.

~Fireworks @ marina BAy~

2008-08-24T01:09:00.011+08:00

WohoO~... Yea... it was the Fireworks Festival in Singapore!!! ^_^

SOrry la guys.. I don hv a DSLR... these are the best i can do.. :P

Dennis... look at here... ( he was too bz with his video capturing :P)

Smile... Looi Smile :D ...

Hi.... little girl.. nice to meet u . I am Quek.. ;)

TAT's the video.... i hv compressed it to the mininum size... :P

~First School Day~

2008-08-11T23:53:00.002+08:00

Ops... after being waken up by my hp's alarm, I rushed for washing up. In the shortest time possible, I prepared everything and headed to the bus stop, making sure that i won't be late for my very first tutorial...at least. After getting few losts in the engineering faculties, finally i reached the tutorial room.... Yeah!! However, I am late for approximately 10 minutes. Surprisingly, I found no one in the room... >.<>

At afternoon, I attended two continuous lectures. Hmm... it wasn't too bad.. as I could understand what was taught by the lecturers. Everything seemed fine until I found out that I lost my wallet on the way to take bus. Oh~~ shit... Quickly, I went back to the lecture hall, but the hall was being used. Aish.... then i forced to go back to my room.

Hmm... after that, my very very helpful seniors, came to assit me in finding back my wallet. Hehe... thanks very much!! Dennis, Amanda, Willy and of coz... chaoyuen..!! Without chaoyuen, I think we will still be being trapped inside the lecture hall.. >.<>
so happy to get back my wallet... although THINGS inside my wallet had been exposed @@

~NuS life BeGins~

2008-08-11T00:25:00.002+08:00

Hmm... A brand new start... Yea!!! Grrr...

Pursue my Dream.... along my chosen path... GAnBAteH!!..

~Why~

2008-07-23T00:53:00.003+08:00

You can escape from my sight,
but not from my heart,
although it seems to be a broken one...

~why so serious? ~

2008-07-21T00:53:00.003+08:00

“Do I look like a guy with a plan?”

“Tell them that a truckload of soldiers has been blown up and there is no panic. But tell them that one Mayor is about to be shot, and all hell breaks loose.”

“You Either Die A Hero, Or Live Long Enough To See Yourself Become The Villain.”

~ Andalasia ~

2008-07-20T01:33:00.002+08:00

If there is a world, named Andalasia,
would you like to join me there?

~his world~

2008-07-14T01:36:00.003+08:00

Realizing his world is so small,
He just couldn't be shallower.
Keep focusing on himself,
he never look out at the window.
What a narrow mind he has.
What a stupid character he shows.

~sigh~

2008-07-14T01:21:00.002+08:00

GEMAS: A policeman has lodged a report against all his colleagues including his superiors allegedly over dissatisfaction on how the monthly bribes from those operating illegal activities was being distributed.

In retaliation, one of his superiors, a sergeant, lodged another police report against the policeman, a lance corporal, for allegedly selling station property to scrap dealers.

sigh, something that should be reliable has long disappeared. It's obvious. It's something that u can predict, foresee, but just that u don't wish to face the truth. Come on! Save us, save MALAYSIA. Let's change.... sigh....难移.... failed to be more creative. again.

~own~

2008-07-14T01:07:00.002+08:00

The Clown
has flown
before the balloon being blown.

~Flee~

2008-07-14T00:45:00.002+08:00

本性难移

stupid idiot.

~cry oh babe.. cry~

2008-07-11T12:04:00.002+08:00

!! OH~ Cry Babe~! Cry~~ !!
!! Cry As loud AS you CAn !!
!! Cry out those PAins !!
!! Drown yoURself in Tears !!
!! Wohoo~ !!
!! Weep down the stream !!
!! dont ever PotONG Steam !!
!! I lovE you !!
!! I loVe crYINg~ !!

~Hopes~

2008-07-07T22:31:00.002+08:00

Hopes
empty and false
pursuing whole-heartedly
like a blind old man
if only i had a brilliant walking stick

~Suicide King~

2008-06-18T16:38:00.000+08:00

If they tell you that he died of sleeping pills you must know that he died of a wasting grief, of a slow bleeding at the soul.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

~Do you still remember?~

2008-06-07T19:03:00.005+08:00

Do you still remember the first time we chatted till the midnight?

Do you still remember the first day we went out?

Do you still remember the first movie we went together?

Do you still remember the moment we holding each other hands?

Do you still remember the trips we went?

Do you still remember the times we spent in school?

Do you still remember the first time we kissed?

Do you still remember the first time you lied on my chest?

Do you still remember how we went tuitions every week?

Do you still remember the way we played truants?

Do you still remember how we prepared together for the exams?

Do you still remember the first time I drove you out?

Do you still remember those eating outlets that we visited always?

Do you still remember those days while you was undergoing NS training?

Do you still remember the diary we wrote?

Do you still remember those presents?

Do you still remember the times we did facial mask together?

Do you still remember those promises we made?

Do you still remember those delicious dishes made by you?

Do you still remember the cold wars we had?

Do you still remember those cards u made for me?

Do you still remember those moments we went shopping together?

Do you still remember the time when we hugged and cried together?

Do you still remember the last dinner we had that night?

Do you still remember those pains?

Do you still remember there is someone who is still remembering you?

Do you still remember ME?

~甜言蜜语~

2008-05-28T01:03:00.003+08:00

谁不喜欢甜言蜜语？
又有谁不知道大家都爱甜言蜜语？
但，有谁能把甜言蜜语发挥得淋漓尽致?

“我一定要比你多活一分钟，好让你离去的时候，让我握紧你的手，就像我们平日睡觉时一样。”男人抱着女人，在床上喃喃细语。

哇! 多么的贴心.. 体贴.....~~~

甜言蜜语的可信度有几高? 是否能保障一生?
这并不重要吧~~ 也应没什么人在乎~~
反正大家都陶醉在那浪漫的气氛.. 谁理明天发生什么... ~.~
哈哈,突然想起 kareteh ah Sir 的座右铭-- "活在当下(live at that moment) "

嘻嘻~~!! 开心就好.... !! XD

对于甜言蜜语... 你又有和见解~?

~Estimation~

2008-05-23T00:32:00.002+08:00

I have under-estimated you.....
Simply a sentence of words, or an ordinary photo,
can pull me back into the deep despair.

I have over-estimated myself...
Not sporting at all,
can't play it cool~~
Although "it" seems invisible,
it weights so heavy....
Realising I never put it down before....

Anyway,
Sincerely, wish u happy... :)
I knew I don hv the chance to amend those stupid mistakes....

( Sorry Boss, Emo EmO again... These days... down abit... :P .... waiting u to come back ler... deardear~~ )

~This is me~

2008-05-21T00:42:00.002+08:00

我不懂的掩饰，也不想去解释。。。
不开心就不开心。。。。

也许我真的sot jor....
但这却是唯一解脱的方法。。。

既然大家都还没能适应，
那就让时间为我们做主。
想避开就避开吧。。。
能避开就别相见吧~~~

这世上，
没有一辈子的开心，
也没有一辈子的伤心，
永恒只能在童话中寻回。。。。

( This is me, used to posting lame posts.. Not for gaining attentions ! if u find it offensive or annonying, just ignore it..... and me... ;_> )

~ it's just a yellow lemon-tree ~

2008-05-19T23:59:00.003+08:00

Yellow is......
Yellow is the sun and fresh picked lemons.
And shiny.
Yellow is the taste of sour limes.
Bannanas and lemons smell yellow.
Yellow makes me feel happy.
Yellow is the sound of choppy music,
And a ringing bell.
Yellow is a sun room, a desert
And a lemon patch.
Active is yellow.
Yellow is sour.  (stolen from http://pbskids.org/arthur/games/poetry/poems/838246.html)


~ Sweet And Sour ~

We must taste the sour
To know the sweet
We must be sad
To know the glad
We must see the night
So we can find the light
We must hear lies
To stand for the truth

wakakaka..... C'est La VIe ~~  ... wo hoO~~~~   o.O?

~Yummy Yummy~

~15 May 2008~

2008-05-15T22:57:00.002+08:00

~It's Time to wake up~

It's time to wear new MASK.......

It's time..... It's time.... REallY~~!!

I could'nt figure out Why will "it" be still so painful.....

But.. Nvm....
Nvm.... Tat's All.... Enough jor~~>...

TakinG new DrugS now.....

~~I bEcome sO nuMB~>~>. I can't Feel U there~~~>@!:!...

BlabAL`BLAbLAb~ka.lalala................

k... it's time to sleep..... it's time to meet my dream girl........

~ An "Irreplaceable Friend ~

2008-05-11T22:14:00.003+08:00

~You will always be there~

Whenever I need someone to talk to
You will always be there.
Whenever my eyes is filled with tears, filled with pain,
You will always be there.
There will be no hesitation when I have doubts
to approach you because
You will always be there.
I could see in your eyes you want to help, and that you really care.

Whenever I am down and blue
You will always be there.
No matter my problems are,
You will always be there.
Whenever I feel like nothing matters
You will always be there.

I cherish the moments,
I love you, My Dear,
My Beloved Friend....... Muacks <3
Mr. |0n3L!N35S ~!~!!~!

~ Decisions Making ~

2008-05-02T19:49:00.004+08:00

~Dunno~

~watever~

~i m very flexible de~

~u like lo~

~anything~

~wat oso can~

~u choose~

~perhaps~

~wat u think?~

YES, TAT'S ME!!~!~!

I would very much like to know,
Where will I be? What will I do?
After few months later....
Having wandered far and pondered hard,
Yet, I m still in dilemma... :P
Tat's ME!!!~!~!~

Sometimes, 两个都很好，really dunno how to choose ~.~